the new me

the new me
is crumbling 
under the pressure
of the facade
of perfection
of my idea
of perfect
that i couldnt pull off
 
the new me 
is fading
and fading fast
into nothing
because the old me
is gone
 
the new me 
was hard
the new me
was what 
i wanted to be
the new me 
is crumbling